Hormones......... UGH!!

I know you all are about tired of me talking about my ranging HORMONES... I feel like I am really going to loose it and loose it soon.. What is happening to me? I never in my life felt like this. Is it me getting older..? Is it the lack of being satisfied when having sex? What in the world is it?

Just today I thought I was going to attack this man that I thought was nice looking.. I didn't even care if I didn't know him.. He was hella sexy.. I be damn this doesn't make sense.. I never been the type of drooling over a man.. I got hot just looking at the man talk.. That was the 1st...

Anyhoo, I believe if I don't get some GOOD STUFF in the next few days.. I might have a heart attack... Yea it is becoming that serious.. It is all I think about.. Even the guy that I am having sex with, sucks.. He just does that 1 fucking nut thing that pisses me off... I don't even know why I bother... I guess I will have to go back to finding  a younger man... I just don't want the freaking yeast infections that come along with fucking a young dude..  I guess that is what I need to get this off of me.. lol