Thanks to my BFF I was able to stumble across my old blog. The site has been since taken down but I found some of my old post. It was back in 2001-2004. It was right before I found my MC. I could not believe I wrote some of these things. I was still posting stuff on Tupac and about all the men in my life. I tell ya PITIFUL. I am glad I finally woke up. All and all I still go through some of those things.
Here was my shout out page.....
First of all I would like to give a shout out to my Parents.I know that I wasn't the perfect child but I never direspected neither one of you.
Woaquina, my best friend since 5th grade. We have had some good and bad times. We overcame it all. Congratulations on the New Addition to the family
Zanya, you to best friend since 5th grade. I'm always here for you. I'll continue to pray for you.
Contessa, Girl I don't know what to do with out you. Good Luck on your new life in the Ft. Laud.
Lawona, my dawg for life..even thought we don't get to talk much. Congrats on the new Marriage.
Brian, I love you. You are the male friend that I have so much respect for. You have been there for me when no one else was able to be.I wish the best for you and your wife.. "I Love you"
Nang, You know how I feel.. Words will never express the love and honor you have given me over the past 16 years. I can say that the love we have for each other will never change. Even though we both are moving on in our lives. I'm glad that we can still be friends.. Yes I will always be yours.
*New Man* Coop, I am glad that we became what we became. I love your keeping it real attitude. You have made me feel special in so many ways I can't name them all. You are a young man that is really keeping me on my toes. Again, I am glad and I thank you from every little piece that is in my heart.
My friends that I consider family
Mioko, Thanks for all you have done.. I value your friendship, your advice, and your humor. You are my guardian angel.
Mz_Ryder, Girl you are a stone cold trip.. We are two of a kind. I will consider you my sistah for life.
Solo_909,This too shall pass.. You are a good man in hiding.. Things in your life will get better. See what I tell ya, great things come to thos who wait.
Toshi, you are my homie, and a very good friend. I wish the best for you and keep on with the keep on. I love ya sis...LOL
Shunna, my cousin, my sistah, and my partner in crime, there is nothing to say but I LOVE YA... Your da best.. Baby, Baby, Baby we are having a Baby... I will be a auntie...
Lrg,Red,BigdaddyChris,ttyeman(where in the heck are you?),DOOLOW,MsBlacKat,and the rest of the best..
My online Buddies Brolove, Man you are the greatest.. If it wasn't you I wouldn't know anything on the net. I wish the best for you. I also can't wait until your Nubian Mindz start to shine.
MrDelite, You were the 1st person that I talked to on the net.. You to help me learn what html and website was. Even though you are being a butt at the present time..Total butt....(singing welcome back like mase..) lol
Ebnycream, Sapphire_Dreams, Mammadramma21(Meechelle where are ya?), Gusshawk, and my old WBS family.. I wish I knew where some of you all were. But where ever you all are I wish you all the best..
Remember Teelee loves you all.. I will be looking around the net for you.
Then I got to see some of my old pictures... Then Boom some of my old post...
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday....
Well this past weekend had it's ups and downs. I meet a person from my group over the weekend. We all went out to eat and had a grand ole time. I really enjoyed sitting around talking to people. I can be a hoot though at times.
Well I also went and meet MC at his house. We had a wonderful time. He was a pure gentleman up until yesterday afternoon. I think that our so called something is ove with. It hurts to say goodbye to him. I just feel that he wanted to let go because he was scared. We are having feeling conflicts. We both care a great deal for each other. Its just he dosent want a relationship. We talk all the time, we do things together, and we have great intimate momments. Its just he feels at this time relationship isnt what is best for us. He said that I am feeling him to much. I am not taking the time to really get our life together. I dont understand what is his problem. I am good to him, and heck he is good to me. He said we need to go back to having just a friendship. How do you do that? Me and him been friends for close to a year. We been intimate for about 3 months. Didnt people always friends make the best lovers. I guess not! Cause it didnt work for me like that. I want to know how to let go?
Trust, honest, and full of shyt....
I am about tired of this shyt again. I trust people to damn much. I dont know why, but I do. I think I need to make another blog( toshi have you found out how to do it yet). I mean I need a private blog to where I could really vent. This past weekend was kool. Friday night, I was bummed out, cause I went to Shuams on thursday. Sat night was kool, the black chippendales. They arent as good as they used to be. I mean when they had Dancing Machine, it was the bomb.
You know, I dont want another single soul, to say I love you... I mean the next time someone says that to me, I will knock the living hell out of them.. I know thats cruical; just being honest. I have gotten to the point of letting my feelings show. I mean now, I aint holding anything back. You will know how I feel upfront. Good or bad ya gonna know it. I am also feeling the wrath of the triffling women again. The old hag is at it again, thats all I am gonna say on that.
Me and nang are doing well again, I am just so proud of that man.
Who you calling a whore?
Ya know it has gotten to the point where other females take stuff to the extreme. As the ones that knows me very well, knows that majority of my friends are male. They are males that I for one dont sleep with. I aint saying I am a 
but, cant a girl have make friends. Someone came to me today, telling me I need to stop acting like that. I was like acting like what. They told me I talk to so many guys people think that I am a (whore).. Well, for one I aint. Yes I am a sexual person, and I like to get pleased. I dont consider myself as a loosey goosie. I love to have fun, chill, and meet people. The person who came to me with this is a quiet dont get out of the house person. Sometimes I think it is all envy.
I went to Shuams last night, I had a god time. I saw some people there I havent seen in ages.
I also meet my friend there. The one I met last friday night at tiki bobs.
Can you believe that I didnt drink either. For some odd reason I didnt want too. I knew I had to ve at work at 7am, but that used to have not bother me.
All in all I am glad that I went..
The return of 5 eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!
This man, gets on my ever lasting nerve. How about this fool called me, not once but 5 times yesterday. Begging me to come and see him. He even asked to pick me up.
The name of My site was Love, Life, and Pain. Yea I am a big Mary J Blige fan. The slogan was Dymonds are Precious and so is Mahogany.
I tell you some of the stuff I wrote.. I am just a blogging fool.. lol
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