It was a rough week for me. So when I did decided to hang out with my friends on Friday night.. I was more than happy... After dealing with work and then coming to the realization about myself. I needed to be with those who I am closest too. Although I had to work Friday and Saturday.. I got by with no sleep and still had one helluva time.
We had a seafood party. I mean SEAFOOD.. Crab Legs, Crawfish, Shrimp, Catfish, Hushpuppies, and Salmon. I also made a punch. I think we also got really Tipsy.. We stayed up until I know around 4. I had to get back up cause I had to be at work. It felt good to just sit, eat, and shot the breeze. After I told them about the step I am getting ready to take. I was happy that they plan on supporting me 100% of the way.
After I got off work on Saturday, we did it all again. It wasn't just Shrimp this time. We threw in some Steak.. I got even more busted than the night before. I believe it was because of no sleep and nothing to eat. I ended up texting one of my old friends. I had to ask him did he believe that I was a bad person. I hate I did that though. It became an hour long back and forth conversation. He was trying to tell me that a good man will one day come to me and love me the way I need to be loved. After hearing that I had to just say.. Goodnight, we will talk later. (I didn't want to hear that mess).. It is getting so old.
I came home today. I am so restless. It is a good thing that I am off tomorrow. I really believe I am going to get some rest. We said, that it might happen all again come this weekend. I can't wait. It feels so good to get out.. I love my best friend.. I thank you so much.. My gray cloud turned to white clouds toward the end of the week. It was all because of the people I am most closest too...
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