I went to my (second) daddy Father's Funeral today. I've known this family for half of my life. I also dated/ friends to one of the family's closest family friend. It is funny how the day progressed. I talked to him early in the day. He told me that he will not be alone. He is taking a very good friend along with him. Also that he will see me later. I said ok.. You know. I am not thinking anything about it. I don't like him like that. We cool right now..
It seemed kinda funny when I was over the family house. I don't know if it was because they were in mourning or what. My (second) dad didn't even act like himself. It has me worried about him right now. Well anyway my friend got there. I spoke and acted like my normal self. It was for some reason I didn't like the vibe, but I was ok. Everyone was looking at me. Was they worried that I was going to flip or what. I don't know why because I don't care... They both were looking at me from time to time. I felt like I had something on my face.
I wish people really understand that I am no longer the person I once was. If I was still in my twenties.. I might would have showed out. Now that I am older and really in my I don't Care mode.. It doesn't mean a hill of beans.. If that's why people that are close to me thought... I don't care a rips ass about it...
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