I took yesterday off from work. I will not be back at work until Monday. So I am taking this time to be by myself. I don't know what state of mine I will be in once I come out this shell. I just know I need this time. I need to free up space in my mind. I have so much running through it right now.
I am also at the point to where.. I got to stop putting people before myself. It is my many issue right now. I am so tired of not being able to deal with my own problems because of everyone else. All I want to say now is God, cover me.... Today he called to see how I was doing. Then when I refuse to talk to him. It seemed like he was trying to turn the blame on me. I am like... Why would I talk to someone who is the reason of my depression?
It's weird that people don't truly understand one another. It is easy for some and hard for others. No one person is alike. Ok, you can get over love. You can move to the next one with no problem. Well for me.. It is not all that easy. Especially when your world revolved around them. So hey, give me time to get through it. I have to just work through my problems alone.
So this weekend, I am going to compile a list of what that can make me happy. I also going to make a list of what I will not tolerant next.
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