I'm Smiling....

You know sometimes not giving up is a good thing. I have been silent about someone that has really caught my attention since he was a young guy.  I would never say anything because at the time I was almost 18 and he was 15. I know... Well I thought he was the cutest young man.

So when he got older, every time I saw him I would get all dreamy eyed. I have seen him in countless relationships. I always wondered why he dated them. I kept my mouth shut though. Over the last few years, I started noticing how he would look at me. I would never say anything. He would also ask about my relationship with MC. It was like he was really concerned about how I was.

Then when I told him that me and MC were no longer together. The question of me and him hanging out became more into play. I would kinda push him off. I just didn't see him wanting to hang out with me. So I didn't know if he was just playing or not.

A few months ago, he added me as a friend on Facebook. So every time he was online he would hit me up. I would always get this bright smile when I saw his name. He started asking me what days were I off from work. I would tell him. Then he would say, I am coming over.  When I saw that my mouth dropped. I didn't know what to say or do. I just agreed and said, OK....

Well over the last few days he has been here EVERYDAY... We would sit and watch movies, listen to music, and talk.  I didn't realize how cool he really was. He brought a smile to my face for sure. He has also gave me new train of thought. I am not saying that this is going to go anywhere. It just feels good to have a male coming around again.

I am not going to get my hopes up. I don't really know his intentions. I just know that it is something different about him. I have known him half of his life. He always been a laid back kind of fella.. He sent me a note this morning on FB and told me how much fun he is having with me. He said I am a really good girl and he is glad that he finally said something to me.  So you know I am smiling from ear to ear right now.

He is coming over tonight too.. He said he is afraid that he might wear out his welcome. I told him to let me decide that... I am going to cook and we gonna watch some more movies...