Christmas 2010

I hope that you all had a WONDERFUL Christmas... This year it didn't feel like much of a Christmas to me. I was under so much stress and just wasn't feeling up to par. I didn't have the Jolly Jolly attitude.

I worked and just came home everyday and CRASHED. I also had somethings I had to deal with. I am still wanting to clear things up with them. They just haven't called to do so.. I offered my number to them, if they needed to straighten things out.

MY finances also made it VERY hard to buy much of gifts.. So that also dampened my Christmas Spirit..  I am always the one who buys many gifts for people. I am glad they understood... Heck I did make a big breakfast for everyone to come and eat.. It was a small hand full that came.  I bet if I had them a gift they would have came over to the Breakfast.. Some just always expect something. Don't they?

Heaven came by and spent the night with me. I don't know what got into him. You know we haven't been seeing much of each other lately. He said that he has been thinking a lot about me lately. He was talking to his cousin and was saying things about me. He said through it all I have always remained his friend. This whole speech about how I have always understood, stuck by him, and gave him great advice. So he loves that about me. He said in this world it is hard to find a TRUE FRIEND and he believes that I am one of them.  I really didn't jump on that speech much.. Cause he has been the one who has been distant with me.

Anyways it was still good to bring Christmas in with him. I have missed him. I am also glad that he understood what I've been trying to say the whole time.. Although when we used to hang out we would have sex... Well this time it was just us talking and enjoying each others company.. So I believe I got the best Christmas present ever... Having Heaven just hold me through out the night was a wonderful present...

Can you believe that South Carolina had a WHITE CHRISTMAS yea.. We ended up with snow yesterday. I wasn't to thrilled about it. My plans for Christmas night was to Parrrrrrrrrtaaaaaaaayyy..  So I ended up staying at home.. My uncle and his fiancée was suppose to cook Christmas dinner.. Yet they didn't and didn't tell us until late Friday... So we didn't have the big Christmas dinner that I always provide for my family on Christmas day.. Something told me to still cook.. I ended up getting a plate from my cousin.  I cooked tacos and me and my mother enjoyed our evening anyway.  Watched an ass of movies.. So overall Christmas was pretty good.. I have life and family so that all that matters.. Today I think I am going to just enjoy the rest of my time off and get ready for my work week ahead.. I am taking a semi-vacation coming next friday.. I am going to bring in the New Year... Hopefully in the Atl...