Looking for LOvE....

As I stated before in my last post. I believe that after two years of being single. I am ready for love once again.  I am ready to have a bond with someone that I feel no one else can break. I am ready to put my guard down and be and feel loved.

I was reading my sister's status today on FB. She was talking about those who are in and out of relationship. They don't give themselves time to really search for what it is they want out of an relationship.  I think this is why I took so long to say I want to be in one again. After MC hurt me over and over for 6 years. I didn't think I will be able to love again.  Just last week I broke down to him. I was telling him how it is so hard for me to move on, just cause. I am afraid to let another person take everything from me.  Then after talking to one of my long time friends via the Internet. He told me to MOVE on.. Let all that go. STOP holding on that fear. Let LOVE fill your heart once again.

He also told me to stop taking so much crap off those get into a relationship with. He said that could have been the down fall for me and MC relationship. I must at all times demand respect. I must let them know that I will not tolerant nonsense. That way they might think twice of doing it. He said MC did it only cause he knew he could get away with it...

So I been sitting down writing down what I have to offer a mate.. I feel that love isn't always enough to hold a relationship. I do feel although communication will. I have always been honest and faithful to anyone I've dated. I also when I LOVE you that is exactly what it is. I truly don't use that word loosely.  I am also a understanding, compassionate, and hard working woman.

My only beef I  have at this moment is what do people really want... See I have came across two men in the last 2 years. It seems that they aren't trying to have anything. So I really have to deal with them with a long handed stick. When we talk it is always about the things they want to do with me.. I am not about that anymore.. I want more than that.. I believe I deserve more than that.. I am tired of men and woman always trying to use a jump off... Just like I was blindsided by my crush.. I let the fact that I liked him so much that I let it go there with him.

I am not looking for short term.. I am not looking for just sex... I am not looking for anymore fake relationships... I am ready to find LOVE... If you not looking for the same.. Just please don't approach me..