Men aren't too clueless...

Facebook today we were playing the Number Game.. It was very enjoyable I might add.. The thing starting to make me think.. It were a few guys that I let slip away from me. It brought up the " what if's".. I hate those "what if's"...

I started to think about the type of men I came across also. I don't think men are totally dumb anymore.. A man seeks out the type of woman he wants.. Men know about us before we can really know about them.

So I am no longer trying to be everything to a man. They all want what they want at that time.. Like MC when we were dating I noticed he always was looking for the easy freak.. Someone to give him some type of quick satisfaction.. The times he cheated on me with a few women, it was always women he knew he wouldn't have a life with. He wanted a gang of women to boost his self esteem..

Then when I dated ZV he told me I was wifey material and that was something he wasn't ready for.. I was like ok.. I was so confused for a long time by that comment.  We dated for a very long time. So I was like why are we still together if it isn't going to be something between us.. He could never answer..


Even the men that I liked and my crush.. I started playing in my head the type of women they date.. It isn't anything wrong with me. I am perfectly normal. Men choose not to date me because I do have my right mind. The type of men I come in contact with aren't ready for what I have to offer.. I am a good, loving, and honest woman. I try not to sleep around. I don't hang out in the clubs.. Plus I say what is on my mind at all times.. I believe that they just can't handle that. I am just a little too much for them..

So men are smart.. They know getting with a woman like me.. You have to give me 100 and I wont accept anything less than that...