Day 1... The 1st time... A young girl looses her Virginity....

Day one of The 30 Days of Erotic Truths.... 1^st time having SEX....

The 1^st time having sex.. I will not say it was when I lost my virginity because it wasn't. My first time having sex was more comical than sex, erotic, or even enjoyable. It was more on the lines of, everybody is doing it type thing. I was with this guy that was friend's of my cousin and my best friend was dating my cousin. I kinda always thought that he was a nice looking guy. So that also helped me give into the temptation.

It was at my cousin house while his mother was away. They was in one room and we were in another.

I stood there at first. We looked at each other and asked was this what we really wanted to do. I said, yea why not. He was like good, I want to also... So I took off my clothes while he took off his.

It was also his first time so we both didn't know what in the hell was going on. He cut on some music. Our background music was “We Got Our Own Thang” by Heavy D and the Boyz. So for years that song played in my head. We started kissing and we was getting in the mood. He was a little older than me and I felt so awkward. So once we started getting our groove on. I was just laying there not doing a thing. I couldn't even really get into it. I was already tarnished from other prior events that happened in my life. So I really wanted this to hurry and be over with.

So the pounding and pounding he started working up a sweat and it kept falling in my eyes. It burned so bad. I started feeling all kind of grossed out. So I had to tell him to stop. I could not take it anymore. I once saw dogs humping and that was how I felt. I felt that he was lapping me like a dog and it was just not a good experience with him. 

After that, I never let a friend talk me into anything else... To this day, I look at him so sideways...