You know they say Trouble don't last always.. I so I am going to be optimistic.. Time will tell when all this will be over.. It did hurt me just for a second..
One of the people I value the most. A person who was there for me when I thought about ending my life.. A person I haven't even had the chance to meet yet.. A dear internet friend that I have known now for 12 years.. She is recovering from a bout with Cancer.. She asked me today VIA FB was I coming to her recovery party.. It kills me that I can't be there for her, when she made it a point to be there for me.
I am broke as hell, I am trying to move, and my job still not paying out any more money.. So a trip to Cali doesn't look like it is going to be in my near future..
Still holding on the the hope, that one day it will truly get better...
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*HUG*
Reading is so therapeutic for me. I feel you so much here. I have problems with depression as well. I will keep you in my prayers. And I'm sure your friend understands that you want to be there for her but you can't right now; physically. But, you are there in spirit. (((((hug))))
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