Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Suffocating....

I can not Breath.. 
I feel that everything around me is closing in.. 
My brain in filled with thoughts that I can't shake away...
It is so much I want to release. I keep holding my breath in 
fear of feeling being hurt. 

I wish oh do I wish I could break free.. 
The thoughts are trapped. It is weighing me down..
I literally feel like I am walking with a plastic bag over my head. 
Not only are the thoughts keeping me from breathing peacefully...
It is what I am  living through. 

It is so hard when people rely on you. It is hard when you seem to be the rock
to so many people. They expect you to always be there in their time of need
I don't know and never really learned how I became this strong..

So I am continuing to pray in hopes that all this will come to an end.. 

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