This guy that I reconnected with kept saying this to me over the weekend. Was going on and on about it. Telling me it is so strange. I am a good person.. I am nice looking and I can cook my ass off. He just don't understand why a man just can commit to me.. I don't know the answer to that just like he doesn't but it doesn't upset me one bit...
I am about tired of explaining myself. Do someone have to be in a relationship when they get a certain age? If so that is something my mother never told me about.. My mother is a single woman. She has been single for a few years now. She tells me, I have dated and came close to marriage so many times that I am just happy to be alive. She told me when it came to marriage, even my father ended up doing something to want her to break it off.
I think the same has been in my life too.. I have been engaged twice and I am 35.. Once was with someone right after high school.. He gave me the ring and made me feel special.. He was a good man.. Then one day while at his house. I find something that belonged to a woman. Comes to find out, she was a young girl. She too was in High School.. I think she was a few years younger than me.. I was like o hell no.. This man was dating little girls.. He was like 19 and I was 17.. This girl had to be 15.. So I broke it off. The next one was good until after I got the ring.. He became very very abusive. So I had to get out of that relationship too..
Then it goes to good old MC.. I just knew he was gonna pop the question to me.. We had a relationship of 6 years. Then after all that bullshyt.. The drainage, the wasted time, I am finally free from all that. As I keep saying, I am in my happy place.. So why people can't be happy for me? I just don't get it.. I will wear my SINGLE HOOD PROUD....
I love me some me...
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