I call him "My Heaven"...

Have you just ever met someone that is a breath of fresh air... Someone who you believe truly understands you.. I swear that we have the coolest friendship.. I know that at one point it was some bumps in the road. It was just things that he was going through made him become so distant... Now since that is all behind us.. We been kicking it once again... It is not like before though.. It has been a little more of a deeper connection..

It has nothing to do with our physical chemistry... I knew from the 1st time I saw him as a grown man.. I was attracted to him. When we look at each other is was like MAN.. We did all that other stuff.. It was wonderful that is about how he got the title "My Heaven".. But since we had that brief time apart... Not only did we miss each other, we became more open.. We talk more and he seems to feel more comfortable talking to me about things...

I just can't describe how he makes me feel. I don't even know how to say the words either... We did say, well I said that I didn't want anything more than just a friendship with him.. Then just the other day, I didn't feel all that well. He came and just laid beside me and held me. I tell you I haven't had that in a long time. It became to the point where I was just a little upset when he left. Him just holding me gave me so much pleasure than having sex with him. He said, "I just wanted to come and check on you.. I wanted to make your day.. " I tell you having him him and him just holding me.. I felt really special..

"My Heaven" isn't perfect.. He is still a work in progress.. Other people might slander his name.. I just know that he might be many things to other people.. I just know he makes me feel alive.. He makes me smile.. He even keeps me comfortable when I am down.. I am glad to know him.. I am happy to have him as my friend...

I just wish I can keep him around, just to hold me and talk to me. It would be nice if at night I go to bed, I would have my friend laying right beside me.. I truly feel that he needs to be there...