WTF?

I know that I am a beautiful and sexy woman.. I will always believe this... 

I am just wondering what is this sudden flock of men coming my way..

I am still wooing over my Heaven.. I am also still feeling the need not to be in a relationship at this time.. 

I know that I am a BIG flirt. I never had men approach me the way they have the last few weeks..

I am a person that I have my standards and rules I live by.. I try my best to stand by them.. I don't care how lonely I get.. There are just some BOUNDARIES you just don't cross...

One of my friends (not going to call her a close friend cause she had done some shyt to me before) her ex boyfriend told me something yesterday that blew my mind.. He approached me in a way I never expected. He  told me that he has always had a crush on me. He wished that he met me first. He said I was always cool with him and I was totally different from my friend. I used to wonder why he hung at my house and job all the time.  I just considered him being a cool person and a good friend.. Well he asked me out. He wants us to start dating. He feels that he will treat me like a Queen.  I am like NO.. You dated my friend, plus I refuse to go behind her. I don't care if it has been 14 years ago.. Me and her still talk to each other every once in awhile..

He thinks that I should put that past in the past.. He says white people do it all the time.. I am like NO.. I am not desperate to stoop to that level.. No one is not gonna call me and start shyt with me.. I am remaining neutral.. I told him we can go to lunch or out for drinks.. But NEVER will those lines be CROSSED.. I think I hurt his feelings, but oh well he will get over it...

What is wrong with this picture? Do people not know the meaning of don't cross that line..? 

Then something else has me kinda eerie.. I found one of my family members that I haven't seen in FOREVER...  So when I saw him on facebook, I was happy to see him.. Why is it  that he said something to me that got me saying (come on dude) get a grip.. He said he really wish he wasn't my cousin.. He has found himself attracted to me. WTF? Note we aren't close kin but he still comes to my mother side of the family reunions..  I noticed the other week when I saw him, I gave him a big hug and he didn't want to let go.. Heck he didn't even want to leave my house.. I didn't think nothing of it. I knew that we haven't seen each other in years..  

I tell you people are walking around with some BIG ole Balls... 

I just got to SMH and walk around looking at people side ways..