My first Love.. Zeldric... I was 14 years of age.. He was my first (real) Boyfriend. I was in Middle school. One of my friends was talking to his best friend. So I talked on the phone with him for a long time before I ever got to meet him.
The first time we met it was Christmas Day.. He brought me a purse, a Minnie Mouse Puppet, a card, and a box of Chocolate.. To this day I still have those. I thought it was so sweet.. Do you know it is over 20 years and I still love that man? We are really good friends and still talk from time to time.
Over the years we tried to get back together. It never really works out.. So about 10 years ago we said..."We are better at being friends.." It's the truth. We can never date again. We did say if we are both single at the ages of 60 then we will get married.. lol The picture below is one of the gifts that he gave me that day.. He does mean a lot to me. We have been through thick and then.. Happy and Sad days.. He will forever be my heart. I love that man..Back in 94 his grand mother died and my grand mother was in the hospital. We lean on each other for moral support. I tell you that made me feel so good inside. He was even a respectful man. He was the type that never asked me for sex, never tried to have sex with me. I think we finally had sex when I was 19 years of age. Of course we wasn't in a relationship at that time. Yet for him to be that patient and still have love for me.. I respect him so much...
We have both moved on in life. I wish the best for him. He has been in such a struggle. I hope that one day his life will be stress free.
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My first love is C and I don't care much for him at all anymore. After all of the lies (for no dang reason) it's like... why would I keep loving someone who can't even tell the truth about simple stuff that you can't deny. I tried to give him one last chance this year and just couldn't do it any longer. I still have love for him but don't understand him at all. He says it's me but really it's him... I won't put him on blast on here but it just doesn't make any sense.
I understand totally... It would seem to be a bit frustrating in that situation...
The reasons behind me and nang was the fact he kept getting into trouble. You know my history with bad boys.. Now he is older and trying to get his life back. I think that is the reasons why it wouldn't work for me and him...
Aw, this is so sweet, Mah. It's rare to maintain such a connection from so long ago. :)
Thanks.. Yea if I only could stomach to be with him... He is the best friend I can always go to with my problems.. I just don't see us being in a relationship again.. When we are dating it is boring.. lol
It's so cool that you two are still friends. :)
Yeah, mine was a bit of a disaster, too. He is engaged to a person who used to be one of my best buds in high school. They just recently had a child together; not too long before he decided to get with her, he hunted me down on Facebook and wanted to "rekindle some magic." Give me a break! lol
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