My last LOVE, I have talked about him on here many of times. I was in another world with this man. He was out of my norm, but ended up being like the rest. We had some good times. It lasted for 6 years and I fought so hard to make that relationship with stand the end of time. I tried everything I could to make it work. Sometimes I felt that my trying so hard is some of the reasons why we aren't together today...
He is still my love of my life. I haven't gotten over him totally. I think in the back of my mind I am still holding out in hopes that one day he will come back and make it official. I know it is a bit far fetched. I can still dream. He is trying to move on and I am respecting that. I try to keep our conversations limited. When he calls me I keep it simple and short. The feeling is still there even thought it is going on 3 years now since we broke up.. Yea it has been that long. You would think I would have gotten over it by now.. I don't know if it is me being scared or the limited choices in men...
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Maybe it's a little bit of both? ((HUGS))
I feel you. You can't help how your heart feels, it's hard to get over someone that you love. Look at me, I've been dogged out and embarrassed but I still stayed with that dude, even got back with him five years later hoping it would work. It didn't but I still love him but I don't know why! I wish we could be friends but he said it's all or nothing, what a jerk lol. So we are nothing and I have to deal with that but sometimes I check the mailbox twice in case he left me a letter in there (he used to do that) blah! Men!
That's why I'm going to marry Trey Songz and keep my permanent love face on! I wish lol
I know Kali...
I remember you telling once before he left letters @ Toshi... I tell you our hearts... You can't turn them off when we need too..
I had something like this. It took me a good long minute to get over him. I think the reason being and it could be the same for you is that there are "soul ties" and once you have them it is really hard to let that person you love with your whole being go. I really pray that one day you will be able to move forward in love. We all deserve eternal and INternal happiness.
I had something like this. It took me a good long minute to get over him. I think the reason being and it could be the same for you is that there are "soul ties" and once you have them it is really hard to let that person you love with your whole being go. I really pray that one day you will be able to move forward in love. We all deserve eternal and INternal happiness.
Love Shades...soul ties are REAL and they are no joke at all...
Sometimes someone comes along that has impacted your life in such a way that they will be ingrained for life. We just have to hope we have the strength to really move on at some point.
Thank you all.. Yes those Soul Ties are something else.. He had his faults and flaws.. Yet when it all boiled down.. He was the best man ever to come into my life besides, God and my Father...
There are certain loves that touch us so deeply we never forget them or stop longing for their presence. I feel you.
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