Do I think I can be in love with two people at the same time... Sure back then... (well if it was even love)... I was young then so I wanted who I wanted and was with who was good to me...
I Loved D but he was boring. He was a good person and a good provider.. He made sure I had everything I wanted. Well he did cheat on me so I vowed not to give this man my all.. I still loved the things he did for me..
Well once I met J.. OMG he was everything I wanted at the time. He was handsome, tall, jet-black, sexy mouth, and neck... He was also fun to be around. He kicked it with me daily. It was either after school or before work.. So as time pasted I was intertwined with both men.. The days that D work long hours.. I hung with J.. So I started catching feelings for J.. I just knew I could never be with him totally.. He was the guy that I couldn't settled down with..
So for a few years I was loving them both and didn't know how to let go of either one of them.. I did cry many nights asking God what to do.. Especially after D found out about it.. I don't know why he was so mad.. He ended up cheating on me again with a mentally challenged girl..
So I let him go but I still thought about him.. I even stopped talking to J because he got locked up.
Now that I am older.. That is too much problems.. I am so set in my ways.. I am so over trying to find the love of my life.. I am content of not dealing with all that foolishness..
4 comments:
A mentally challenged girl? For real? What's that about?
yes i am for real... I don't know why or what he saw in her... They later got engaged and had a child together. Last i heard they never got married but she married an older man in his 50's..
Wow, insane..maybe she did you a favor! No one said the path to finding the truest love, best love was easy...((hugs))
CTFU @ Icnonlybme...girl...
I need to go to bed. I was tryna catch up with blogs but LAWD knows I'm overdone w/the mentally challenged girl.
Men cheat on us with the damnedest ones...
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