I hate to sound like a sour puss with this.. Does "TRUE LOVE" exist? Maybe it does. I never felt it.. The only person I loved with my everything, we aren't together. So was he my "TRUE LOVE".. I guess not. Will I ever experience it? Doubt it.. I live in reality.. I believe "TRUE LOVE" only exist on television, movies, and books..
You know in the books when the damsel in distress meets her knight in shinning armor. He comes to her when she is hurt, feeling alone, and needs to be comfort. The talk, kiss, and then he gets on bending knee... He tells her his life can't go on, unless she is living life with him. Then they ride the horse off unto sunset... What a bunch of frigging bull...
See what I mean.. This Love stuff is so hard.. Love doesn't hurt (so they say).. Yet for me it hurts like hell.. So it is hard for me to even know what it means to me..
I have found that to love someone, you give them your all.. You deal with everything emotionally, mentally, and flawed. You make each other happy.. You stand by them through hell and high water.. You are their shoulder to lean on and their stool to stand on.. I just don't see anyone doing those type of things this day and age.. Everyone is SELFISH and PIG HEADED...
The only story I heard from my Grandmother was the story of "TRUE LOVE".. I think that stopped with her generation... My grand mother was in her 20's. She ended up having a child (my uncle) before meeting my grandfather.. He fell in love with my grandmother.. They got married they had a total of 5 children... The remained married until his death in the late 50's... Well my grandmother was a fine woman.. She had a shape that I wished I had.. It was men left and right that wanted to date her.. She always refused.. She told me the "ONLY MAN that I LOVED is Thomas".. She said "NO MAN WILL NEVER take his place".. So she died back in 1995 and for 38 years she never dated.. My grandfather died in 1957.. She died with the thoughts and still hanging on the love that my grandfather gave her...
"True Love" to me will stand the test of time and NOTHING will come between it...
3 comments:
You said it.. and you know what it means. :)
Exactly @ BE
I see that you have some questions, but I try to remember that true love isn't always about mates. The truest love is between you and God. God loves me best with the truest of loves. If I can love someone even a quarter of the way God loves me...I'm ahead of the game.
I love how raw you are. :)
Yes Kali.. Both you and BE are so correct..
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